giddy

i obviously have neglected writing on my blog.  i admit as to why... frankly, fear and judgement of others has kept me from writing. it is  at this very crossroads in my life i should be remembering and reflecting.   if the public is interested or not i am obligated to myself  to record my thoughts. it is a process that i not only enjoy but is theraputic on many levels. knowing my intention is not to hurt, compare, or compete on any level with anyone else i am free to write again. friends and loved ones accept me and care about this blog and to them, i am sorry i have withheld the accalades that ensure  prayers and encouragement from my readers, along with advice and opinions.  i am rejuvenated to express in words and in print the experiences i have with my children, married life, different cultral life experiences, books and seminars that are making me better with help from the study of the word of God.   i have come to the conclusion that if the words i am writing do not inflict thinking... discussion... or challenge a way of thinking, it isn't worth writing anyway.  i choose to write with the purest intentions.  i am giddy to start my next post!!!  i have missed it so much.  see you  tomorrow.