Monday, February 20, 2012
i obviously have neglected writing on my blog. i admit as to why... frankly, fear and judgement of others has kept me from writing. it is at this very crossroads in my life i should be remembering and reflecting. if the public is interested or not i am obligated to myself to record my thoughts. it is a process that i not only enjoy but is theraputic on many levels. knowing my intention is not to hurt, compare, or compete on any level with anyone else i am free to write again. friends and loved ones accept me and care about this blog and to them, i am sorry i have withheld the accalades that ensure prayers and encouragement from my readers, along with advice and opinions. i am rejuvenated to express in words and in print the experiences i have with my children, married life, different cultral life experiences, books and seminars that are making me better with help from the study of the word of God. i have come to the conclusion that if the words i am writing do not inflict thinking... discussion... or challenge a way of thinking, it isn't worth writing anyway. i choose to write with the purest intentions. i am giddy to start my next post!!! i have missed it so much. see you tomorrow.